"Trust me," he said... :-)

Monday, August 08, 2005

Siguro nga ganito talaga ang takbo ng mundo, noh? Kahit anong sabihin, kahit anong hitsura, accomplishments, family background, dugo, lahi, kulay ng buhok, o kaya ng mata, pare-pareho parin silang lalaki. Kahit anong sabihin eh... ganun eh. Wala na tayong magagawa. Wala na akong magagawa.
Bakit ba wala nang matino sa mundo? Kahit yung di mo akalaing mag-iisip ng ganun, aba, magugulantang ka nalang, e nagiisip parin pala ng ganun!! Bwiset talaga!!!!! Siguro nga tumatanda na ako at ganto talaga ang mundo dito sa Maynila. Pero pls lang, nasaan na ang respeto? Babae parin naman ako diba. Sige, di ko naman nigegeneralize, pero kasi ... dito ako namulat eh. Pasencya na ah. Open-minded na ako kung open-minded, sige. Pero.. chong. Foul na eh.

As I was saying, bakit wala nang matino dito sa mundo? Hay, siguro nga wala talagang itinadhana sakin. O baka sobrang idealistic na ako at umiiral na ang pagkaperfectionist ko pagdating sa mga bagay na ganyan. Macyadong maraming beses na akong nagkamali eh. O baka macyado ko lang ginagamit ang utak ko? Masama na ba yun ngayon? O iyon ang dapat? Ate? Nu tingin mo? Shyn, my heart???

Minsan naman sobrang taas ng tingin mo dun sa taong yun. Sobrang di mo pinapansin ang mga kapalpakan nya, binabawi nalang sa "cute naman cya eh". Ganun naman talaga kapag gusto mo ang isang tao. Pero pano kung major kapalpakan na? Pano kung yung tipong di mo akalaing nagawa or ginagawa or magagawa nya pero ayun, nagawa nga niya? Mag-iiba ba kaagad ang tingin mo sa kanya? Pagna-accept mo ba yun ibig sabihin iniibig mo na siya? Educate me. Bata pa ako eh.

Pano mo malalaman kung niloloko ka lang niya? Pano malalaman kung ipandidisplay ka lang pala nya? Pano mo malalaman kung totoong tao nga siya? Pucha, para akong nagbalik hayskul!!! Dapat by now, alam ko na ang mga sagot diyan! Sa tanda kong to! Pano mo malalamang hindi siya katulad ng iba? Pano mo malalamang HINDI KA NIYA SASAKTAN tulad nila?!

Ngunit.. Subalit.. Datapwat...

Ever After
by Bonnie Bailey

Three years ago my journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
YET I FELL HARD FOR YOUR IMPERFECTIONS

And now weRre slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you
Coz life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no current in this river we can’t ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we're floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions volcanic eruptions
We both still care so we’re still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you I want to make it right

You are my twisted sunshine.

... extra+rice || 9:49 PM

Comments:

wala sabi ko nga "ganyan talaga ang buhay" ayaw ko magsalita hindi rin naman ako matino, pero di naman siguro totoo na wala ng matino, siguro taken lang sila for now hehe,

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Age<||>-17-
Loves<||>-music-
Hates<||>-school-
Rants?<||>-a lot-
Daddy's Girl?<||>-_-
Alone?<||>-ALWAYS-
Heartbroken?<||>-nah!-
In Love?<||>-hehe-
LOST?<||>-FOREVER-

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Slap Me.
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Because You Are
by Maire Bitter

therefore i
mimic ragdolls
ancient in your trunk, asleep
dust stubbornly
gets caught in my eye
bringing me to life
i dance around, mindless,
to begin my execution
you speak of time
how slow, how fast
how cruel it really is
i try to execute my heart
along with my mind
then you save me
from myself

therefore i
stand at hallways
and stick my back
to the walls
shadows giving punches in the dark
only in my mind
you say just the right words to begin my execution
you speak of pick-up car dreams
history and rock concerts
you execute my heart
along with my mind
i am entirely consumed

therefore i
pray myself to sleep
forgetting my "Amen"
paper cranes fall
from my ceiling
to my face, one by one
i fail to pick them up and begin his execution
i forget bloody kisses
whispers
and ringing doorbells
you execute my heart
along with my mind
i punch
faceless shadows back

therefore i
drink raindrops
as i swallow tears
fat, bare, cold
words raining, ranting
to reveal to you
my shallow mind
i hope it floods you mad
to begin your execution
i speak of band names
twister dreams
and rock concerts as well

i try to execute your heart and mind but still
because you are immortal
i fail
and end up
surrendering mine

I Don't Want To Wait
by Paula Cole

so open up your
morning light
and say a little
pray'r for i
you know that
if we are
to stay alive
and see the peace in every eye

she had two babies
one was six months
one was three
in the war of '44
every telephone ring
every heartbeat stinging
when she found it was
God calling her
oh would her son grow
to know his father

i don't want to wait
for our lives
to be over
i want to know
right now
what will it be
i don't want to wait
for our lives
to be over
will it be yes
or will it be
... sorry

he showed up all wet
on the rainy front step
wearing shrapnel in his skin
and the war he saw
lives inside him still
it's so hard to be
gentle and warm
the years passed by and now
he has granddaughters

i don't want to wait
for our lives
to be over
i want to know
right now
what will it be
i don't want to wait
for our lives
to be over
will it be yes
or will it be
... sorry
oh so you look at me
from across the room
you're wearing
your anguish again
believe me
i know the feeling
it sucks you
into the jaws of anger
oh, so breathe a little
more deeply my love
all we have is
this very moment
and i don't want to do
what his father
and his father
and his father did
i want to be here now

so open up your
morning light
and say a little
pray'r for i
you know that
if we are
to stay alive
and see the love in every eye